loneliness turned into chlamyd : by More by Anonymous User
submitted Thursday Sep 10th, 2009
Did and Regret
He said he would be here to see me before he went back off to college. Instead he had alittle fun of his own the day before he was to fly out and see me. He didnt even apologize for not coming. I didnt say anything because i wanted him to admit it. But he didnt. So i felt as if he didnt care. Instead I started searching for attention. My guy friend that i've known for quite awhile decided that we get together and hang out. Hanging out turned into having alittle to much to drink and having sex. I went in to the doctors just to be safe and also for a monthly check-up. I got a call stating that I needed to come in because i contracted an STD. What would run through your mind if you heard news like this? I go to the doctors, i drink down an antibiotic, wait 10 days im clear. Next check-up...2 months. So many emotions are running through me. I feel flithy, guilty and insecure. I set myself up for this. I shoulda known better. Now im gonna lose the best thing that ever happened to me all because my loneliness took over. Learn from my mistakes ladies. Its not worth it.
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