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Sadness, love, lust, obsession
Love Confession
Sadness, love, lust, obsession : by More by Sadness
submitted Friday Dec 26th, 2008
Love
I need one guy. He is the most amazing guy ever. I love him so much. Im a teenager now and I am always so horny thinking about him. Horny or sad or both, because I love him so f*cking much and I cant have him. I have those sexual needs and sexual fantasies about him. Ive never even kissed before, because I want only him and I cant have him. I could never kiss with anybody else or have sex with anybody else, because I am in love only with this guy and I really need all these things. I dont know where to write this, since I cant tell this to anyone, I am too shy. He is such a sexual human being and wed be perfect for each other, we wouldnt take our hands off each other... Wed be all the time in that romantic, erotic, emotional, wet Universe... I pleasure myself while thinking about him all the time. And when its finished, I start crying like crazy, because hes not there, Im all alone. Dont get me wrong, Im not only a horny stupid moron, I really looooooove him. Id be happy just to be near him and look at him all the time and hold his hand and look at those gorgeous eyes and breathe his beautiful smell. I love him with every single piece of my heart, mind soul... With everything. But I NEED HIM- both emotionaly and physically. I imagine him opening the door of my room and taking me right there... Or anywhere else. Gosh, I would kiss him all over his beautiful body. Id kiss his lips, his neck, his jaw line, his hair, his nose, his stomach... Everything. Id soooo sleep with him. Id lick him and give him blowjobs and make him cum constantly and give him all kinds of pleasures. When Im not crying over him, I am masturbating over the thought of him and I SWEAR I can have zillion orgasms in a row, without breaks in between. I can cum all the time, as much as I want. I would marry him and have his kids and be with him forever.
So, in fact, I will never be with him. I will stay unkissed until the day I die.
I just had to say this somewhere, I dont feel like telling it to anyone who knows me.
I love him so much that I would die for him, really. My whole life is ruined. I dont even enjoy the things that I used to enjoy or at least not that much... My heart is broken into billion pieces and Im depressed all the time, Im even suicidal, because my whole WORLD revolves around him and the fact that I will never be with him is killing me.
Thanks for listening, I had to take this off my chest, although the sadness still remains to be in me.
Comments on Sadness, love, lust, obsession
I forgot to say... : He's not just the most amazing guy EVER, he's the most amazing thing EVER, the most amazing person EVER! And I've just realized that I made two threads in the same subforum, sorry... by Sadness on Friday Dec 26th, 2008
January 14th comment : hello sadness...how are you?i am truely sorry to hear your story... by flyingaccountant on Wednesday Jan 14th, 2009
January 14th comment : hello sadness...how are you?i am truely sorry to hear your story... by flyingaccountant on Wednesday Jan 14th, 2009
: Hi flyingaccountant, sorry for the late answer, I couldn't log in at all, I had computer problems...
Anyway, to answer your question... I'm not OK. At all. I am so in love with that man. I CAN'T take this anymore. I would die for him, I would do anything for him, really.
by Sadness on Friday Feb 20th, 2009
KqELyofDAKK : You keep it up now, underastnd? Really good to know. by on Sunday Jul 03rd, 2011
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