I WOULD DIE FOR HIM! : by More by Sadness
submitted Friday Dec 26th, 2008
Lust
I need one guy. He is the most amazing guy ever. I love him so much. I am a teenager now and I am always so horny thinking about him. Horny or sad or both, because I love him so f*cking much and I cant have him. I have those sexual needs and sexual fantasies about him. Ive never even kissed before, because I want only him and I cant have him. I could never kiss with anybody else or have sex with anybody else, because Im in love only with this guy and I really need all these things. I dont know where to write this, since I cant tell this to anyone, Im too shy. Hes such a sexual human being and wed be perfect for each other, we wouldnt take our hands off each other... Wed be all th time in that romantic, erotic, emotional, wet Universe... I pleasure myself while thinking about him all the time. And when its finished, I start crying like crazy, because hes not there, Im all alone. Dont get me wrong, Im not only a horny stupid moron, I really looooooove him. Id be happy just to be near him and look at him all the time and hold his hand and look at those gorgeous eyes and breathe his beautiful smell. But I also need him both emotionaly and physically. I imagine him opening the door of my room and taking me right there... Or anywhere else. Gosh, Id kiss him all over his beautiful body. Id kiss his lips, his skin,his neck, his jaw line, his hair, his nose... Everything. Id soooo sleep with him. Id lick him and give him blowjobs and make him cum constantly and give him all kinds of pleasures. It wouldnt be just a sexual thing, because theres my heart involved. I want him to be happy. When I am not crying over him, I am masturbating over the thought of him and I SWEAR I can have zillion orgasms in a row, without breaks in between. I can cum all the time, as much as I want. I would marry him and have his kids and be with him forever.
So, in fact, I will never be with him. I will stay unkissed until the day I die.
I just had to say this somewhere, I dont feel like telling it to anyone who knows me.
Thanks for listening, I had to take this off my chest, although the sadness still remains to be in me.
Comments on I WOULD DIE FOR HIM!
December 28th comment : You should tell someone you know by Anonymous Commentor on Sunday Dec 28th, 2008
December 28th comment : You should tell someone you know by Anonymous Commentor on Sunday Dec 28th, 2008
: I can\'t... It wouldn\'t help me. Sorry for the late answer, I had computer problems...
GOSH, HOW I ADORE THAT MAN! He\'s not a man, he\'s much more than a man, he\'s more than a God... by Anonymous Commentor on Sunday Feb 22nd, 2009
: Aw honey why do you say you\'ll never be with him? You sound JUST like me when I was a teenager. The guy I was in love with turned out to be gay, so indeed I was never able to be with him--but surely you have a chance? Most people grow out of these emotional teen obsessions so maybe you\'ll be fine after some time, but it reminds me way too much of myself. Years later I still love him with all my being. I wish you a happier fate. by Anonymous Commentor on Saturday May 02nd, 2009
EUzWeMnZeCXP : Gee williekrs, that\'s such a great post! by on Wednesday Sep 21st, 2011
MDXNhkhd : There are no words to describe how bodaicous this is. by on Thursday Nov 17th, 2011
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