OBSESSION, ADORATION, LOVE AND : by More by Sadness
submitted Friday Dec 26th, 2008
Would if you Could
I need one guy. Hes the most amazing guy ever. I love him so much. Im a teenager now and I am always so horny thinking about him. Horny or sad or both, because I love him so f*cking much and I cant have him. I have those sexual needs and sexual fantasies about him. Ive never even kissed before, because I want only him and I cant have him. I could never kiss with anybody else or have sex with anybody else, because Im in love only with this guy and I really need all these things. I dont know where to write this, since I cant tell this to anyone, Im too shy. Hes such a sexual human being and wed be perfect for each other, we wouldnt take our hands off each other... Wed be all the time in that romantic, erotic, emotional, wet Universe... I pleasure myself while thinking about him all the time. And when its finished, I start crying like crazy, because hes not there, Im all alone. Dont get me wrong, Im not only a horny stupid moron, I really looooooove him. Id be happy just to be near him and look at him all the time and hold his hand and look at those gorgeous eyes and his smile and breathe his beautiful smell.
But I also need him both emotionaly and physically. I imagine him opening the door of my room and taking me right there... Or anywhere else. Gosh, Id kiss him all over his beautiful body. Id kiss his lips, his neck, his jaw line, his hair, his nose... Everything. Id soooo sleep with him. Id lick him and give him blowjobs and make him cum constantly and give him all kinds of pleasures. When Im not crying over him, Im masturbating over the thought of him and I SWEAR I can have zillion orgasms in a row, without breaks in between. I can cum all the time, as much as I want. Id marry him and have his kids and be with him forever.
But, in fact, I will never be with him, so I will stay unkissed until the day I die.
I just had to say this somewhere, I dont feel like telling it to anyone who knows me.
Thanks for listening, I had to take this off my chest, although my pain is still there and ALWAYS will be.
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