Remorse is A curse : by More by TedBundy
submitted Tuesday Dec 16th, 2008
Guilt
For all of my life i have immensly enjoyed causing people psychological, emotional and physical pain. Im not sure why this is, but i am not looking to end it anytime soon. essentially i am a sadist, i create situations where people will become unconfortable, enraged, and/or embarrassed.
when i see someone in a slightly bad mood, I enjoy making it worse for them. when i cant find someone in a bad mood, i will put someone in a bad mood just so that i can observe their misery. I like to think I am an artist of pain.
when i used to go to school i would try to see who was having the worst morning, then make it worse by starting a rumor or doing something to provoke their built up anger. if i know that something bad has happened to somone like a break-up or death in the family, i covertly poke and prod their feelings to the surface. if i know that 2 people dislike eachother, i will create a situation where they have to meet and or work together. im sure you get the point.
I play with peoples emotions like toys. Jealousy, anger and resentment are my spices of life. there is nothing more satisfying then watching one of my scenes unfold, everyone has a fuse, its just got to be lit. I also enjoy creating elaborate schemes where people get blamed for things they didnt do, resulting in embarrassment.
the problem is that it is way too much fun, im addicted to causing people pain. i dont want to stop and probably could not if i tried. I realize that everything ive done was with malicious intent, and that makes me so proud of myself. i have never felt bad for anything i have done to people, i realize that i probably should, when i think back to these situations i can do nothing but smile.
Sincerely
the Sadist...
P.S im male
Comments on Remorse is A curse
Why? : I don't really know why you're confessing this here. Doubtful it will get anything but a passing response here or there. I don't think you'll be lighting anyone's fuse here. I don't know what was done to you to make you this way. You're the type of person I try to avoid. How have you caused people physical pain? Do thoughts of touturing and/or killing people arouse you? So far what you've described doesn't seem that serious. If you get off on hurting killing or mutilating animals or people than that would be a problem. I feel sorry for anyone who is close to you.
by Anonymous Commentor on Friday Dec 19th, 2008
why do i do it? : because i enjoy seeing someone in an uncomfortable situation more than i do in a comfortable situation... by Anonymous Commentor on Monday Dec 22nd, 2008
Me too : I can be the same exact way. I\'m female though so it usually is much more fun for me. Making other women insecure. I know that I\'m prettier than the average person and so I use it to make other women insecure, steal their boyfriends for fun, cause them embarassment and even make them cry at work. I make smart ass comments that make them run in the bathroom and check their appearances for like, ten minutes. I buy expensive clothes and accesories just so I can watch the facial expressions of all the other women who thought they looked good that day drop when I walk in the room. If something happened to them I harp on it and make them feel like it\'s their fault. I use my knowledge to make others feel stupid. In high school I used to study big words just to make others feel stupid. Eh, what can I say? It\'s fun! by on Saturday Aug 22nd, 2009
RmWocnJhPJ : That\'s way the beesstt answer so far! by on Sunday Jul 03rd, 2011
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